Enough of the penguins, although they were cute.
I'm feelin' that it's time for a change but it doesn't seem as though things have changed so much lately. I'm still perfectly miserable here. I'm still struggling to get where I want to get to. And. To be honest, I think I'm starting to crack under the pressure =_=; I don't care about school, work just gives me a headache and I'm constantly bitchy around people.
I just miss him. I miss home. I miss when things made sense.
And, what scares me in the midst of this struggle is that I'm afraid I'll never get there.
3 months; 4 days.
Guess I'm kindof starting over with this journal. <3
I think I'm the one tearing myself apart here more than anyone.
I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.
At this point, I think I'm rethinking everything. I don't know... I just feel the need to rearrange everything in my life for it to work. Friends, family, school... priorities in general.
I don't know; I'm not making sense right now. I'll put more thought into this when I'm not upped on Nyquil.
Okay. So... I deserved it x.o;
I'm better off just waiting for forgiveness. At the risk of sounding cocky... I did already ask for it.
i suppose this works.
